blogging is not a personal thing, or at least I am not sure

in the beginning, I thought I would have a lot more thoughts to share; 
at this time, I feel I am either too much into the tasks that I am not able to draw myself out to express the "public" feelings, or more like what I used to do presentation to the executives that I need to use simple and commonly-understood vocabulary . 


you ask me, what are my thoughts? of course I have my own opinion and comments!  Though when asking someone who is too deep into the situation is not a clever idea to get the big and clear picture that everyone wants to see; moreover; I don't think people really care as much as the detail they just all want to hear the happy news. 


Am I bitter, possible; am i hard-working, yes; am i idealist and futurist, definitely.  I guess being my own heritage, we just walk the walk instead of talk the walk lol